I want to have a yellow center like a soft boiled egg and hyperlink my thoughts ,like a junction or a crossword puzzle, all as an associative nonlinear method to an ongoing proses. any point will be a good start. we live inside ourself, and see upside down, then the brain turns it around for us. absorbing information from the environment, its not merely a picture of the world as it falls on the retina. but rather an interpretation system, using all prior knowledges acquired to find meanings, digesting it to sum thing new that will feed itself once more and turn into attempts at understanding.